Persisting sensation of being alone Surrounded by people but feeling unknown The masses are simple but happy and free I fear that is something that I’ll never be Loving and living as light as a kiss Embracing the ignorance to shower in bliss In the mirror hold back all the imminent tears Haunted by mistakes I’ve accrued over years Long winding roads that once I had trekked Reflection is judging as I stare and reflect A stoic mindset should help guide me past To where I’ll be happy and create moments that last Infinite factors transformed into me A rogue wandering recluse that’s destined to see Wild weary weirdos that all want to thrive To feed curiosity and at last feel alive Will I make it there this I surely don’t know Find my place in this world only my path will show To a place far beyond what I can’t and won’t be Find more lonely misfits that embrace and see me When that day does arrive at long last I’ll belong An unknown desire I’ve pondered too long